I like when we talk but I hate waiting until evening.
I wanna see you now, but Rona said NO!
I feel kinda alone in my lil box home and no amount of time on video calls, seem to make loneliness feel gone.
Tuesday
I’m alive, I’m grateful.
I don't write. I create.
I like when we talk but I hate waiting until evening.
I wanna see you now, but Rona said NO!
I feel kinda alone in my lil box home and no amount of time on video calls, seem to make loneliness feel gone.
Tuesday
I’m alive, I’m grateful.

Did I wake up, or was I still asleep?
Was I drinking last night, or did I just sleep?
When did our friendship die, I remember 10 months ago but it feels like recently?
Can you break through the wall that leads up to my heart and resuscitate me?
Was I horrible to you in a previous life?
Do you love my voice more than you love my soul?
Are we still aware of one another?
‘There’s really no end, there’s really no beginning.’ – Jhene Aiko

I woke up at 0430 (GMT)
I woke up at 0730 (GMT)
I woke up at 11:30 (GMT)
I woke up at 1539 (GMT)
I woke up at 17:03 (GMT)
Currently, I’m sitting up in bed watching another episode of ‘My 600lb Life.’ While eating a homemade Biscoff cheesecake.

I woke up at 0400 (GMT) showered, smeared olive oil over my body, dressed and went out.
At 0600 (GMT) I walked through the entrance of a supermarket and purchased the following:
I packed everything into one grey backpack, a cooler bag and a large eco-friendly bag. I carried everything home, disinfected the fridge and packed everything away.
After I ate the Quorn ‘chicken’ burgers, I remembered I had forgotten to purchase icing sugar. I ventured back out and after 45-minute walk, I ended up at a 4th supermarket – apparently, everyone is baking and they’re all sold out. However, in the 4th store, I found icing sugar.
Another chunk of time elapsed and there I was watching ‘My 600lb Life,’ via YouTube and drifting to sleep.
I woke up a short while ago and saw two missed calls from Mother. Followed by a WhatsApp message about Ozark on Netflix. Currently, I’m typing up a brief account of my day, eyes slowly closing…

I woke up feeling amazing this morning. I can’t explain or recall why.
There’s a trace of that feeling loitering around my ability to do nothing but watch YouTube videos.
Help me…

Early this morning I dreamt about a man (face unseen) his lips came close to my right ear and he whispered to me…
Daily.
I’m lazy on a Saturday because I wake up at 4 am, I ponder around my bedroom and I dream of some intriguing men.
Writers, Creators and even Brownie Bakers.
I see the originality in life as it is.
I dream about many because creative writing is my biz, Ha-ha! See what I did?
Say cheese Unique!
Creative writing is my heartbeat – I love you WordPress!
I wanna break you into four pieces and place your body into a pot.
Hot water will bubble and boil out your soul.
I’ll add essence to your existence and flavour you with hope.
I never said no to your hunger, I said no to your shit pot of nothingness.
A piece of fried shit-stirring herself into a shits arse.
You know who you are, you know who you are.
Ma-mav-is BITCH!
Will you join me in the bathroom? It’s the best room to be.
I’ll bath in bubbles, you’ll film me!
I want you to see my nipples through the mango burst soap suds.
You will film me and you won’t stop until I say.
Only stare into my eyes, or I’ll demand you leave right away.
Will you join me in the bathroom? It’s the warmest place to be.
I’ll press my breasts against the shower screen, I’ll press and you’ll see, that the bathroom is the greatest place to be.
I can tell you about the blue buckets I have in my bathroom.
They’re filled with love.
At night I wander the streets and sprinkle hearts on all things green.
A bucket here, a bucket there, you know what I mean.
But where do they come from?
I can’t share that information on my blog.
What is celibacy?
Brown.
Sweet.
Wrapped up treat!
Creamy.
Dreamy.
Mmm…Earlier today I had a bar of chocolate.
I ate it slowly.
We lusted for a day or two, maybe seven if the reader needs rounded figures.
We kissed lightly on our first date, he was shy and I was curious.
We fornicated on our third date – Yes! Oh, yes! To be a sinner is? Unknown to me.
We never declared our love verbally, as you drowned in the role-play of our sea.
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