Freestyle – 15.08.2021

I express my feelings through my words and narrate the life I aspire to share with you.

I can call you right now, and you’ll answer and calm me with your words.

How do you know what I need?

When did my heart start beating?

I’m here.

I’m right here.

Hello!

When was this pathway created?

I’m walking.

A Saturday of Significance – 14.08.2021

A Saturday of Significance – 14.08.2021

I understand you better today than I have ever before.

You feel me today, you do and my vibes surround your mind and massage your soul.

I’m here for you.

I’ll always be here for you.

I’ll always be here for you.

I’ll always be here for you.

This week our thoughts collided and merged as one.

I never want us to part ever again.

I have missed you.

Love

Unique

Welcome August 2021

Welcome August

I made plans upon plans upon plans in July!

Week by week, I had made plans to write every day and build on a creative piece I’m working on. I decided that July would be the month I churn out 20,000 words of art.

     Unfortunately, I failed with that endeavour and kept running away from the mini-goals I had set out for myself. August is a new month, and rather than aiming to complete a set number of words per day, I’m opting to complete something each day! Meaning it could range between 5 to 5000 words per day. I’ve just got to write and not think about anything else.

As a Creative Writer, I often dwell over the things I’ve yet to achieve, knowing that I can accomplish a lot with a bit of effort.

August 2021

This morning I woke up intending to write 1500 words; needless to say, I drifted to sleep thinking about my life and where I am at the moment. It has been a month of managing my OCD, and that has been difficult to accept at times.

     However, August has arrived, and I know I can achieve some amazing things this month. First, I need to address the elephant in the room and focus on my grammar and punctuation, which I know is diabolical! Shame is a weird element for me to pay attention to, but I can’t keep avoiding it.

I’m aware my creativity is unique, and I’m genuinely blessed to create and develop life within my creative pieces. However, the fact still remains that I could become a better writer with more focus on my weaknesses and less avoidance of the ink-blue elephant.

Here I am, as raw as a piece of meat, knowing a mighty beast will eat me and my bones will remain out in the sun, drying out and eventually forgotten.

Unique

A Saturday of Significance – 31.07.2021

I bellowed out sounds of pain and misfortune.

I shot bullets of hatred out to our world, and I denied the powers of our universe.

I split my mind in four and crushed two pieces with a pestle and mortar! What else would stone be good for?

Today you shattered my diamond walls, and I let you back in.

I trust we have reconnected for a positive reason – when I discover what it is, I’ll be sure to let you know.

First.

A Saturday of Significance – 17.07.2021

I never thought we could get to a place like this.

Back then, I was bubbling over with anger because you hurt me and the pain cut deep.

Later on, I dipped my fingers into jealousy and flirted with crazy.

You had broken me, no sign of repair.

Today, I see your notifications, and I smile – we’re happy with this space.

It’s safe and ours.

I trust and believe that we will blossom forever.

Thank you.

Exclusive: Malefic Mondays – It Never Left 12.07.2021

It Never Left.

Aren’t you tired of bathing in ignorance?

Does your brain crave education? Your cells are non-existent.

You hear bells in between your words.

Ding-dong! Ding-dong!

The world of ignorance awaits your signature. Sign up in your mind and deliver stupidity because your levels of common sense and respect have depleted. Instead, you hide behind avatars and the screen of a smart device. Shame the end-user has no sense of sight.

You’re aggrieved.

We get it; you hate black people.

We get it; you’re jealous of our entire existence.

Our black skin makes your ignorant mind boil from within.

Crow and I sit peacefully, sipping mint tea and swear down, we’re not smiling at the sight before us.

For every racist comment you make, the temperature in your head increases by 1 degree.

We watch all the dregs of society boil up and fade away into nothingness.

Racism.

It never left.

You Only Die Once

We talk about life and how it is better to do something now rather than leave it until later because of YOLO.

But the truth is, you only die once!

You can love and become destroyed all within the same relationship.

A lack of consistency with earnings can push you into a lane riddled with broken glass, and you’ll stop walking because the end result is not worth the pain, especially as there is no guarantee of a better ending than where you currently stand.

Tears are temporary and dangerously futile – I cried over heartbreak, and my heart crumbled even more.

Who am I to ask for more when life suggests I need less until I fade away to nothingness.

Why are you waiting for something to happen for you to progress? Or rather, why don’t you trust that you are more than capable of committing to your goals and surpassing them.

Or maybe you are vanishing into the grey mist of confusion, and before you know it, you’re 84 and taking a leap into life.