Pain Series: Dark Thoughts

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Pain Series: Inactive

There are times I’ve deleted whole conversations, in an attempt to forget the hurt they’ve caused.

Imposed a block on social media, to hide away from emotions exposed.

Laidback and did nothing, to try to forget.

Permeated through bedsheets, fear had me losing sleep.

Inactive is my status, so you experience no notion of my turmoil.

You created this.

You caused this.

You impressed this.

You developed this.

You.

You strangled my words with this.

I lay still as a baby lamb 4 hours after being slaughtered.

Fuck how I feel – it’s all apart of your culture.

Word: Permeate

verbpast tense: permeated; past participle: permeated

spread throughout (something); pervade.”the aroma of soup permeated the air”

Pain Series: No Remorse

Once I let go,

I let go,

I let go.

In an instant, I would push your soul into an active volcano.

Pain Series: Separation

My mind is awesome for the same reasons it’s not.

Memory x Detail x Accuracy

Pain upsets me.

Are my thoughts distorted?

Is this the start of my downfall?

Am I operating on notion?

Pain opens me up, I convulse and I transmit. What/who/when did this pain commit?

Times I’m distraught are the times my rage is caged. It’s all in my head and I hate to say this, but I’ve come close to…

Word: Erudition

nounnoun: erudition; plural noun: eruditions

the quality of having or showing great knowledge or learning; scholarship.”he was known for his wit, erudition, and teaching skills”

Pain Series: It Must Be

Strange how I hold on to pain. I dispel it throughout my writing and relive nightmares again.

The car was operated from the rear left wheel. It was a whole mini car as a stand-alone piece.

I remember every word.

Images are too vivid in my mind.

It’s the fear I felt at the time, the emotional hurt.

Liverpool: Moments Before COVID19 Restrictions Increase.

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Pain Series: The Past

If you’re in my past and I’ve not included you.

Stay there.

I’ve moved on.

I’ve flown away.

Undiluted in the skies above.

You’ll taste me when it rains across the lands where you reside.

I’ll forget your purpose in my life over time.

The Pain Series by Dame Unique

Welcome to mid-October!

Over several days I’ll be sharing creative pieces from The Pain Series.

After preparing a post for World Mental Health Day and abandoning it, then preparing a new one. I thought about the times I’ve felt pain in my life and how I’ve dealt with that emotion.

During my time reflecting this weekend, I felt inspired to produce a mini-series on pain. It’s an emotion in life that we are all destined to experience. I can’t tell you how many times, as it will differ for each of us. However, I felt compelled to put PAIN into words and creatively articulate this emotion.

No one in our entire universe is absolved from pain. It forms a vital part of our lives and shapes our behaviour from that moment forward.

To me, pain is painful and sometimes that pain becomes a burden that overstays, long after its point has been made. Some moments in my life came unexpected and it’s true, I’ve cried a hundred times over, to no avail.

This October, I share the pain born from life itself.

Dame Unique

Word: Crimson

adjective: crimson

of a rich deep red colour inclining to purple.”she blushed crimson with embarrassment”

CROW: Bring Home the Bacon

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Word: Manipulate

verb

1. handle or control (a tool, mechanism, information, etc.) in a skilful manner.”he manipulated the dials of the set”

Pissed

I pissed on your driveway.

I posted on the gram.

I saw your post.

I stole Ben from you.

Ben came willingly.

He said, ‘I hate him too Unique,’ and shared your secrets creatively.

We plotted against you.

We dreamt of vengeance.

We counted your networth.

We sold it with ease.

33%

Ben and I are best friends.

Last Sunday, we pissed on your driveway.

VOICE: What I Want

ASMR: Womb Talk

Word: Hermenutics

nounnoun: hermeneutics

the branch of knowledge that deals with interpretation, especially of the Bible or literary texts.

Word: Methodological

adjective adjective: methodological

relating to the system of methods used in a particular area of study or activity.”a wide variety of methodological approaches to ethical problem-solving”

Word: Epoch

nounplural noun: epochs

a particular period of time in history or a person’s life.”the Victorian epoch”

Word: Antecedent

nounplural noun: antecedents

1. a thing that existed before or logically precedes another.”some antecedents to the African novel might exist in Africa’s oral traditions”