I saw a rainbow appear after a flash flood. As quick as it came, it was photographed and stored around the world. #Rainbow #Colour #Smile
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I made pancakes this morning for breakfast.
I called Mother and she answered on the 3rd ring.
I reviewed the 268 blocked numbers on my WhatsApp and I unblocked 1.
Checked my phone for nothing in particular.
SWOT analysis bitch, I’m branding on those cookies!
I listened to Love Drought by Beyonce over 34 times today. I thought about you first and then him after. I considered unblocking you, but you’re a spineless cunt and while I don’t hate you – I don’t need you drowning my existence with your fake perception of life.
I tell myself daily, ‘Unique, remember who you are.’
“You go bustin’ your fist against a stone wall, you’re not usin’ your brain. That’s what the white man wants you to do. Look at you! What makes you ashamed of bein black?” (Nothin’ but love for you my sister) Might even know how hard it is (no doubt) Bein’ a woman, a black woman at that? (no doubt) Shit – in this white man’s world Sometimes we overlook the fact that we be ridin hard on our sisters We don’t be knowin the pain we be causin’ (in this white man’s world) In this white man’s world, I ain’t sayin’ I’m innocent in all this I’m just sayin (in this white man’s world) This song is for y’all
For all those times that I messed up or we messed up
Dear sister, got me twisted up in prison I miss ya Cryin’ lookin’ at my niece’s and my newphew’s picture They say don’t let this cruel world get ya, kinda suspicious Swearin’ one day you might leave me, for somebody that’s richer Twist the cap off the bottle, I take a sip and see tomorrow Gotta make if I have to beg or borrow Readin’ love letters; late night, locked down and quiet If brothers don’t receive they mail best believe we riot Eatin’ Jack-Mack ? starin’ at walls of silence Inside this cage where they captured all my rage and violence In time I learned a few lessons, never fall for riches Apologizes to my true sisters; far from bitches Help me raise my black nation reparations are due, it’s true Caught up in this world I took advantage of you So tell the babies how I love them, precious boys and girls Born black in this white man’s world – and all I heard was Who, knows what tomorrow brings In this world, where everyone’s blind And where to go, no matter how far I’ll find To let you know, that you’re not alone Only thing they ever did wrong (yes, yes) Was bein born black, in this white man’s world (no doubt) (All my ghetto motherfuckers be proud to be black and be proud) All my little black seeds, born black in this white man’s world (to have this shit like this, cause ain’t nobody got it like this) (All these motherfuckers want to be like us, they all want to be like us) (To be the have-nots, all hail) (God bless the child that can hold his own, no motherfuckin’ doubt)
Bein’ born with less I must confess only adds on to the stress Two gunshots to my homie’s head, died in his vest Shot him to death and left him bleedin’ for his family to see I pass his casket gently askin, is there heaven for G’s? My homeboy’s doin life, his baby momma be stressin’ Sheddin’ tears when her son, finally ask that questions Where my daddy at? Mama why we live so poor? Why you cryin? Heard you late night through my bedroom door Now do you love me mama? Why they keep on callin’ me nigga? Get my weight up with my hate and pay ’em back when I’m bigger And still thuggin in this jail cell, missin’ my block Hearin brothers screamin’ all night, wishin’ they’d stop Proud to be black but why we act like we don’t love ourselves Don’t look around busta (you sucka) check yourselves
Know what it MEANS to be black, whether a man or girl We still strugglin’, in this white man’s world
Who, knows what tomorrow brings In this world, where everyone’s blind And where to go, no matter how far I’ll find To let you know, that you’re not alone Only thing they ever did wrong (yes, yes) Was bein born black, in this white man’s world (no doubt) (All my ghetto motherfuckers be proud to be black and be proud) All my little black seeds, born black in this white man’s world (to have this shit like this, cause ain’t nobody got it like this) (All these motherfuckers want to be like us, they all want to be like us) (To be the have-nots, all hail) (God bless the child that can hold his own, no motherfuckin’ doubt)We must fight, for brother Mumia We must fight, for brother Mutulu And we must fight, for brother ? We must fight, for brother Geronimo Pratt We must fight, for ?, Zulu, ? We must fight, for the government’s political prisoners They are locked up falsely by this white man
So tell me why you Changed to choose a new direction, in the blink of an eye My time away just made perfection, did you think I’d die? Not gon’ cry, why should I care Like we holdin’ on to lost love that’s no longer there Can you please help me, God bless me please keep my seeds healthy Makin’ all my enemies bleed while my G’s wealthy Hopin’ they bury me with ammunition’s, weed, and shells Just in case they trip in heaven, ain’t no G’s hell Sister sorry for the pain that I caused your heart I know I’ll change if you help me, but don’t fall apart Rest in peace to Latasha, Lil’ Yummy, and Kato Too much for this cold world to take – ended up bein fatal Every women in America, especially black Bear with me, can’t you see, that we under attack I never meant to cause drama, to my sister and mama Hope we make it, to better times, in this white man’s world
Who, knows what tomorrow brings In this world, where everyone’s blind And where to go, no matter how far I’ll find To let you know, that you’re not alone Only thing they ever did wrong (yes, yes) Was bein born black, in this white man’s world (no doubt) (All my ghetto motherfuckers be proud to be black and be proud) All my little black seeds, born black in this white man’s world (to have this shit like this, cause ain’t nobody got it like this) (All these motherfuckers want to be like us, they all want to be like us) (To be the have-nots, all hail) (God bless the child that can hold his own, no motherfuckin’ doubt)Who, knows what tomorrow brings In this world, where everyone’s blind And where to go, no matter how far I’ll find To let you know, that you’re not alone Only thing they ever did wrong (yes, yes) Was bein born black, in this white man’s world (no doubt) (All my ghetto motherfuckers be proud to be black and be proud) All my little black seeds, born black in this white man’s world (to have this shit like this, cause ain’t nobody got it like this) (All these motherfuckers want to be like us, they all want to be like us) (To be the have-nots, all hail) (God bless the child that can hold his own, no motherfuckin’ doubt)Who, knows what tomorrow brings In this world, where everyone’s blind And where to go, no matter how far I’ll find To let you know, that you’re not alone Only thing they ever did wrong (yes, yes) Was bein born black, in this white man’s world (no doubt) (All my ghetto motherfuckers be proud to be black and be proud) All my little black seeds, born black in this white man’s world (to have this shit like this, cause ain’t nobody got it like this) (All these motherfuckers want to be like us, they all want to be like us) (To be the have-nots, all hail) (God bless the child that can hold his own, no motherfuckin’ doubt)”You’re out of touch with reality! There are a few of you in a few smoke filled rooms ? that The mainstream wound up masses of the people White and black, red yellow, and, and brown ? invulnerable are suffering, in this nation.”Remember that, in this white man’s world, they can’t stop us We’ve been here all this time they ain’t took us out They can never take us out No matter what they say, about us bein extinct About us being endangered species, we ain’t never gon’ leave this We ain’t never gon’ walk off this planet, unless y’all choose to Use your brain, use your brain It ain’t them that’s killin’ us it’s US that’s killin’ us It ain’t them that’s knockin’ us off, it’s US that’s knockin’ us off I’m tellin’ you better watch it, or be a victim Be a victim, in this white man’s world, ? born black, in this white man’s world, no doubt And it’s dedicated to my motherfuckin teachers Mutulu Shakur, Geronimo Pratt, Mumia Abu Jamal Sekou Odinga, all the real O.G.’s, we out
The seal, and the constitution, reflect the thinking Of the founding fathers, that this was, to be a nation By white people, and for white people. Native americans, Blacks, and all other non-white people, were to be the Burden bearers, for the real citizens of this nation.
Imagine being hated because your skin colour is beautiful.
The malleable minds of the ignorant launder their uneducated thought processes into the world and believe their demented tales.
They lie, each day.
The energy you place into hatred is sad. I once read an article about the number of hours we spend at work throughout our entire life. They spend more time hating black people.
Your legacy will be as follows:
Born innocent and full of joy and curiosity.
Sadly, taught hatred and spent [insert number of years] antagonising and murdering black people.
The build-up of nonsensical resentment meant that the entire world missed out on progressing.
Unfortunately, in death, they won’t find peace.
We all have a purpose here in our universe and I can tell you with absolute certainty, that our purpose in life is to grow together!
What you do to others will come back to a connection in your life ten-fold. You could spend a lifetime taunting non-whites and lose your wife to cancer. The pain you feel then is nothing compared to the families of all those innocent lives you ruined and ended.
I hope you change your ways and help to heal the world.
When I’m alone with my thoughts wishing our world was better, I think about you.
It’s dark in our country at this moment in time and I know you’re at home, eyes open and head down.
I would pray you call, but I remember your faults. And prayer is a conversation with myself.
You beat down my soul and drowned me in your lies. Water puts out fire it’s true, but ice can also burn through flesh.
I picture your tainted bar; you know the one you pissed on with your weaknesses. I recall that leash around your neck, only allowed you to commute to your office, home and wherever the Boss commanded you.
Are you awake?
Of course, you hiss desperation into the air and blow that through to my ears. Then you cry alone under the safety of a user for an employee.
I remember the mornings you beeped into my private space…scattered messages, deeper lies and flattened truths.
Let me tell you, the lies you spawned this time last year have already manifested over what you claim to fly with. When yet another drains your existence, you’ll wish you were sleeping eternally.
In satisfactory memory of the worm that wiggled its way through my fruit bowl.
At first, they blamed a group of people, because a video went viral and showed someone eating a bat.
Then they blamed a lab for allowing it to break free.
Then a small city was blamed and all the residents were labelled as people saw fit.
Later an entire country was blamed for it causing this.
They once ridiculed the health services and mocked cleaners, spat on bin men and stole from the doorsteps delivery drivers frequented.
Now they cheer them – they clap for our carers because they tell themselves that if I clap on a Thursday at 2000 GMT if I ever get COVID19 the NHS will save me.
Some blame the NHS for treating the sick, commenting, ‘You’re spreading COVID19, as you’re in contact with people who have it.’
Then they blame the government for suggesting we stay inside, stay safe and protect others, to keep everyone alive.
‘The Government have made the virus up!’ I heard a man state as I visited Tesco’s, ‘they wanna keep us quiet so that they can build more 5G towers! Fuck Trump!’
Then 5G towers were burnt to the core, apparently, they spread COVID19.
The blame was placed onto Corona beer, how unfortunate and unjust.
The blame shifted to the elderly, their immunity the lowest.
The blame was placed onto vegans and then taken away. The sales of oat milk shot up tenfold, what more could anyone say?
The blame was actioned on black people who resided in the country COVID19 was born. Videos circulated showing them being banned from the stores and locked out from their temporary homes.
The blame was sprinkled across wet markets over there and there and there. However, they continued the operate even though COVID19 had taken away many lives.
The blame sauntered to news reporters, medical staff, public transportation and lack of sanitation. #WashYourHands the main form of mass communication.
We are a world that enjoys pointing fingers, like the only kid that never stole a cookie from the jar. COVID19 is still present, yet we #Blame others and focus on who to troll next?
SOME PEOPLE SHOW NO SYMPTOMS OF HAVING CORONAVIRUS
We all lose out in the end, COVID19 does not discriminate.
The blame masturbated over social media and climaxed in the eyes of many…
You’ve stopped drinking Corona beer through fear of catching COVID19, in other words, your ignorant mind has convinced you that COVID19 has been lingering for years upon years around the world, in bottles! That many people have been buying and consuming long before the COVID19 pandemic.
During my daily walk, I see you, I see many of you walking around like no virus exists. I see you standing right next to strangers or walking by them so closely, that you’re inches apart! Only a few inches.
COVID19 is still taking lives away from our Earth.
You’re out wandering around the streets, it’s more than essential travel! How do I know? Because I see you, I’ve seen you like zombies!
COVID19 is still present and raging through our earth.
Yet, you walk aimlessly around in close contact with everyone, not a care in the world.
They may not have used the Nightingale hospital straight away, but it does not take an expert to see that they will be busy in a matter of weeks.
Social distancing markers on the floor but only a small percentage adhere to the rules. I went out this morning to purchase essentials:
Sanitary Towels
Handwash
Drain Cleaner
Tissues
Hayfever Eyedrops
Hayfever tablets
I arrived at the shop at 9 am, opening time. While adhering to social-distancing rules, 3 people came along and casually started browsing in the same box I was standing within – I had been in the shop for about 20 seconds.
I want this to be over as much as everyone else, but not at the cost of even more people dying – additional deaths because ignorant, selfish, detrimental people think that ‘easing lockdown’ is equal to the end of COVID19.
Coronavirus is roaming around our earth, invading people, choking them by filling their lungs with mucus and unfortunately, ending some lives. All because some of you are ignoring the rules and doing whatever you feel like – the sun is shining, let’s go outside and mingle. Let’s socialise and fuck the 2-metre social-distancing rules, I can stand/walk where the fuck I like.
‘It’s summertime bitches!’
Let’s play Russian Roulette with everyone’s lives!
Don’t worry about dying, we clap for the NHS every Thursday at 20:00.
You’re not screwed into a wall, as I move you from room to room, infrequently.
I write on you in various colours, mainly blue as blue is my favourite colour.
I often notice scratches left on the wall I once leaned you against, aghast on my face, as a tenant I’m disgraced – in my head that is. I wonder if my landlord will deduct £5 off my deposit for wear and tear?
Almost every time I start I write at the top of you in black ink ‘W/C 3RD MAY 2020 – TODO!’ was the last thing I titled you.
OVERDUE***
Rests below, dutifully so.
I list the number of things I must complete ASAP for my degree. Only, I never complete them on time. I like writing on you.
I enjoy spraying you and rubbing you out!
Lately, you have this unyielding power to inflict emotional pain through me, via the medium of reminding me that I’ve not completed anything on your list. Sometimes, I will move you away, so I don’t have to see you unless I happen to frequent the room you’re situated in.
I cheat. Because I will happily type up a new list and print it off, duplicate it in all three of my diaries…come back next week and do it again.
I apologise.
I promise to spray you down and clean you up, I promise I’ll do that today.
So I understand from the female voice that you flirted with a girl from Sainsbury’s and it must have been some charming words used, as your girlfriend goes on to state, ‘you don’t tell me I’m beautiful.’
Right there, was a sign of her insecurities but you never provided her with any comfort. You replied, ‘you fucking stupid bitch! I’ll fucking go to my mums, you fucking whore! You’re the one sleeping with all the men you see, fucking tramp.’
I heard you slam the same door repeatedly, then you growled. I assume she remained in one spot, as her sound never seemed to move. However, yours went through your living space. She screamed, ‘I don’t care anymore.’ You responded by shouting over her, ‘the thing is yeah, you’re a fucking stupid bitch and I can do better than you. I only told the girl she looked good; everyone needs compliments during lockdown. I don’t need a dumb bitch like you in my life. Shut the fuck up!’
Her cries continue and after a few more fights with multiple inanimate objects, you slam the front door. I heard the lock turn…
A few moments pass and her crying turns into sobbing on the phone to her friend. I form the assumption that this particular friend has heard it all before, as your girlfriend shouts, ‘What would you know? You’re not understanding what I’m saying, this is a different situation, it happened today!’
It’s around 0100 I know you’ve returned as she’s moaning, no, not the crying she was doing earlier. She’s moaning in sexual delight, you’re silent! Apart from the odd pleasurable grumble…
It’s a new day, I think this is the first day you both made it past 12 hrs before fighting, again. A glass is broken, let’s assume it was glass from dinner? I hear you shouting (yet again,) ‘Who the fuck is gonna want a skanky, dirty, fucking hoe like you?’
The day after that, I hear the police arrive, only they knock the wrong door – I hope you heard them state, ‘we are here following a report of domestic violence.’
The heat is nice during the daytime, I can open my windows and enjoy the breeze.
However, you fucking disrespectful cunts smoke weed, and the pungent smell lingers through my windows, into my home.
Then you have the audacity to complain and tweet #WhereisBorris? Where is your fucking manners?
I don’t recall stating I’m happy that you smoke weed outside and encourage it to linger around! Honestly, would you like it if I poured bleach all over your dwellings? Do you like the smell of bleach with a hint of lemon?
I had to close my window, all of them!
I had to sit inside with the ever-increasing heat and the decreasing coverings of clothes from my body.
I dislike your disregard for my need for fresh cool air.
Just because you wish to fill your lungs with shit, does not mean that I share your style of living.
Heat!
When you create a small flame to light the end of your death stick.
Heat!
When its summertime in the United Kingdom and the sun is shining.
Heat!
When I must shut all my windows to prevent your addiction flowing through my space.
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