‘My charger isn’t working.’
‘The internet connection here is terrible.’
‘I’m going to turn my phone off.’
What he did
He blocked you!
An act that triggers you to revert to past times when your walls were up and everything was protected.
You care too much.
Yet, no tears showed up; they absconded once they saw the truth.
He said, ‘You don’t mean much to me to care.’
Raise your glass of water and sip deeply. A vacancy has appeared for common sense to apply.
You are more than enough.
Shards of glass at my feet cut through my feed and create feuds of the heart and mind.
I remember the last time I smiled. At the time of composure, I cry. Maybe in another life, things wouldn’t be so tough? Perhaps friendships would mean what they do on the tin?
I get it; I do. To flow nicely in this world, my mind needs to be shut down. Only I respect my thoughts more than my sanity.
From the moment I understood my plight until this arduous second – I understand I walk alone to a destination unknown.
How I long for the cog that turns and triggers a new system!
For an income appreciative of the god-like blessings I bestow on many lives around.
Yes! My status is minus.
I’m in the red.
Sometimes I wonder why my success is determined by your happiness?
No one loves me.
I have no love to reference as my true.
No one cares about my existence in that way.
I want to share my life with you. Only you don’t desire me enough to be happy.
I’ve missed many moments because I had to attend work. I believed my priorities were to earn first and visit later.
Only I was too tired.
I hear your voice regularly. Your advice is embedded in my heart.
Wishing won’t change anything.
I’ll forever love you.
I understand, and I hear you; I love you. I don’t pray!
I don’t believe in random activities, though I procrastinate throughout the day.
I want you. I want me, I want us, I want life.
I need time, more time.
The bolts of life thunder around my mind, creating worlds between myself and I.
The inevitable will happen, and we will fall in love during the day. I’ll kiss you as you fall asleep and quietly walk away.
I woke up and looked into the mirror, my brown eyes glowing from the beautiful thoughts I have about you.
We could be more than what we limit ourselves to be.
Only we both fear change and the effect of making a difference
I bellowed out sounds of pain and misfortune.
I shot bullets of hatred out to our world, and I denied the powers of our universe.
I split my mind in four and crushed two pieces with a pestle and mortar! What else would stone be good for?
Today you shattered my diamond walls, and I let you back in.
I trust we have reconnected for a positive reason – when I discover what it is, I’ll be sure to let you know.
I never thought we could get to a place like this.
Back then, I was bubbling over with anger because you hurt me and the pain cut deep.
Later on, I dipped my fingers into jealousy and flirted with crazy.
You had broken me, no sign of repair.
Today, I see your notifications, and I smile – we’re happy with this space.
It’s safe and ours.
I trust and believe that we will blossom forever.
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