
I Will Wait

I don't write. I create.
We could call it whatever we like, essentially we set the rules surrounding our lives.
Our relationship has intensified in areas we did not expect.
Burning questions, life lessons and stealth deception.
We dreamt of becoming the couple that wins at everything. Only we end up losing because neither of us accepts the fact that we aren’t like the pictures we post up on our social media platforms.
#BAE
We dare not part, for the blogs would type and the users would read, the creators would make memes and our lie would be free!
That’s why each week we pencil in a day, well a block of time for us to try and reach and match our still images of happiness with reality.
I blocked the bitch.
I blocked the bitch.
I stopped the bitch.
I locked off the bitch.
I dropped the bitch.
Cut off the bitch.
Read the bitch and shocked the bitch.
Keep your one sided activities, ignorant mindset and lack of complete narrative. I don’t need any of it.
The understanding that you are who you are: means that I’ll always grow being true to myself.
I’m currently in bed.
Body covered in coconut oil, toes dipped in avocado oil.
2021 has delivered so much already!
I’m forever thankful.
I feel my beautiful mind expanding.
I’m walking through my destiny.
The next stage is a tough one.
I’ll embrace it. I love my creative nature.
Guess what?
I’m currently in bed.
Interesting addition to the clothes I wear.
I add many things to this small, zipped, denim location.
Tissue, paracetamol, lip-balm, eye-drops, hand cream, lemon sherbet drops and a three page letter.
I wrote about 2020.
I transferred pain from my heart, to these pages, to my pocket.
I released everything. Yet, I keep memories folded and close by.
Maybe, they’ll wash away the deeper I stride into this scenic lake.
I’m blessed.
The only thing that matters is my birth.
With my breasts if you think they’ll help you become a better man.
With my body if you find peace at home.
With my mind if you need hope.
But never play with my heart.
To enjoy every second of your life.
I own it.
It’s my life.
You don’t get to enjoy every second of my life.
I own it.
I plucked you out like wild hairs, peeping out from my bikini.
Call it whatever.
You don’t get anything.
No doubt consideration will be taken into account.
Only, when I’m ‘needed.’
My spoon was cold.
His back was hot.
The fleshy parts were rotten.
My spoon was cold.
However, I managed to create a cavity through his hot rotten flesh.
A total mindfuck.
A wink and a stare.
Your best friend, who lifts you high into blissful moments.
Your lover, your one and only! A cherry kiss from her red lips.
An enigma.
A dream.
A quiet thought with a pinch of care.
One wrong move and Crow will gut you, right after or just before you ask God for forgiveness.
Unique is this thing that flourishes in your life.
Unique is?
Unique is an amazing thought process, wrapped up in pain and anxiety.
Don’t ask her to choose, life is full of commonplace varieties.
NEVER ask the opinion of everyday society!
Don’t stare too long, Crow will tear you from out of that seat at their table of peace. For one cannot dream of what Unique is, without something good to eat?
Unique is a mixture of warmth and ice, like cookie dough and ice-cream with added observations.
No cinnamon sprinkles, it’s fucking disgusting.
Unique is a plethora of stars made into human form.
Unique is living remnants of our universe from way back when.
Keep asking questions.
Keep watching your shadows.
Did you know, Crow prefers homemade banana bread?
Complete with heartache and suffering and that bitches ignorant head!
Unique is your bestie! Your homie beyond death you’ll never part.
Unique is pure mind-games, surreal like Dali art.
Unique is present, past and your future.
Unique is your tears as they profusely flow.
Unique is the end game and that is no joke.
STOP!
Ssh.
Crow is listening to your thoughts.
Unique is above average in fact beyond the range of online surroundings.
Unique is Pandora’s Box in a misunderstanding.
Unique is the gift of lava burning through your soul.
Unique does not exist in this world, therefore you’ll never know.
Remember to close your windows and lock your doors, the evil one flies through the night…
Hugged it until it passed out.
Cut its back, left hoof off.
It screamed at me and I shout.
‘You’re a liar!’
I remember I said that.
It kicked out at me. Then ran far away.