Author: Unique

I don't write. I create. #EveryHeartbeatCounts

Clear

From the files of Unique.

Was the mind that chose freedom over mental braces.

Was the woman that ran far away, past the point of knowing.

Was the bee that stopped on the side of a bench, as its wings grew weary.

Was the man that kissed his date nervously by the station entrance.

Was the hand that held the man to attention.

Was the pen that stopped working at the moment a brilliant idea was formulated.

Clear was this page before I began typing.

Ghost

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Adieu adieu, Joker.

Queen Unique has gone.

She could bare your interruptions no more, no more.

She knew you watched her daily, and she felt weak with your peaking.

She tried to hide it with small talk of varying degrees of platitudes. But that did nothing to cut off the feelings.

She shared with you a lot.

You made her smile, from her fractured heart.

Only you became greedy, and she became despondent.

Queen Unique has removed you from her world.

She needed stability and affection.

You, Joker, delivered anxiety and depression.

Adieu, adieu, Joker.

Peace

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Peace has finally arrived.

No more will I hear your customised chime.

No longer will I see your name showcased in my notifications.

For too long, I have entertained you, stroking your ego with lies.

Pretending I care just to extend my presence.

Peace has finally been received.

I removed you from my life, thus eradicating you from my purpose.

Crow will ensure you never contact me again.

Unless you wish to lose all your fingernails.

Bootyful

Thirsty?

Bootyful my ass feels on your face.

As I ride your tongue, my juices flow, you love my wonderful taste.

I climax, and I’m beamed outta space.

My thighs squeeze you in closer, you love my embrace.

My thighs hold you in place, you love my embrace.

My thighs keep you in longer, you love my embrace.

I have nothing to say, well, not spoken words anyway.

She Said

From the mind of her

She Said

He whimpered and left like the weak man he’s always been.

He avoided and lied about where he’s been.

He restricted and denied his desires deep within.

He built and constructed another life. Because that’s what he felt was right.

She saw her.

She saw her predecessor.

She saw his thoughts drift away each night.

She saw his mind wander back out of sight.

He would stare over there.

He would shield his desire as care.

He would remember life as a pair.

She said, ‘You better call Unique with the blue hair.’

Obedient

A statement from long ago

Obedient

I told you before, I’ve told you today that the submissive one always has her way.

I’m infrequently reluctant, and I like to snooze.

But my dear sweetie, you’ll always lose.

With other women you choose…

On the floor we roll, up close and out of place.

On the sofa, I bow down to you and drown within your grace.

In your mind, our moments are engrained, forever, you’ll see my face.

Throughout your day you think of us and wonder if what you decided will be true.

At night I keep your heart beating, hard as if it were new.

I can, I will, I have, and I do.

Always have space in my heart to hold you and only you.

A Private Thought – by B.

📸: From the files of B

A Private Thought

Sent: ‘I’m happy for you. Unique, I really am.’

Received: ‘Thank you.’

Sent: ‘You deserve everything you need from the universe!’

*I really miss you.

I need you in my life.

I’m kinda happy for you? Well, I don’t want you to be too happy. Because I want you to turn to me when you’re sad, ask me if you can rant.

I want you to need me forever.

I want you to share everything with me.

I know this is terrible when I know you’ve moved on. But I want you Unique, I’m going to remain in your life.

Even when you push me away, I’ll be right here. I’m not going anywhere, you’re too important for me to lose.

I just felt we were?

I miss you.

Tell me anything you like. I wanna know.

Received: ‘I wholeheartedly trust our universe.’

Sent: ‘You deserve everything in life.’

Received: ‘Thank you.’

**You used to tell me everything. You used to say more!

I want you to tell me everything.

I want you to say more.

I can’t accept the ambiguity!

Sent: ‘You know I’ll always be here for you, whenever you need me.’

Received: ‘I’m happy. Thank you.’

**You’ll never know how much I miss you.

B.

Zone

Dedicated to You

Zone

Remember that area that you were not permitted to use.

But you trespassed anyway.

What are the rules to the unruly?

Words spoken, understood, never followed.

Remember that area you were not permitted to use.

But you asked too many questions.

What are words on paper categorised as law?

You heard everything and obeyed nothing.

Look at yourself.

Welcome, Unique!

Open Me

📸: Unique’s email notifications

Open Me

16.01.2020

Hey Unique,

I’m sending this email as I’ve noticed that you haven’t replied to any of my messages.

Why haven’t you responded?

Are you upset with me?

Have I done something to upset you?

I really hope you do reply! I’ve been wondering if you would like to meet up for lunch? Or maybe we could go for cocktails this weekend. But if you prefer lunch, then I do too.

Can’t wait to hear back from you.

Xo

**Meanwhile

Unique sits on a train heading up north to Edinburgh. She is sipping on Innocent orange juice while reading My Sister the Serial Killer.

Her phone is on flight mode.

Unique is listening to Beethoven, unbothered by life outside her mind.