This time last year I was being lied to. I trusted this person and they lied to me. For months…at the final hour, they departed my life.
Piano Sonata No.14 Beethoven plays as I type.
They then tried to keep hold of aspects. It was a challenging moment, but I managed to free myself from all detrimental scenario(s.)
They tried to keep hold of what they lacked without my presence.
This time last year I felt these negative vibes – I ignored them in exchange for temporary details.
Burning red flags presented themselves at every turn. I fanned them away, in favour of something amazing? Like I said, this person had my trust!
This time last year, I danced with deception and flirted with fakery.
The impact
They’ve permanently lost my confidence in their ability, to be honest, and show integrity.
I can’t comprehend why I ignored the inferno that roared inches from my body.
Our universe will raise them up and at their pinnacle moment of self-actualisation cracks will deepen into graves for their bounty of happiness.
I’ll pay my respects with a single hemp seed.
Update
private & confidential.
My circles are trustworthy.
My life is abundant in love.
All red flags are acknowledged.
Future Scope
We will never see one another again.
We will never correspond in any way, shape or form.
When the last petal falls and they burn away the facade, I won’t hear the formation of a river from painful tears.
Legacy
They ignited this insatiable thirst. I drink deeply, daily!
I’m grateful for the double-edged sword they used to slit gaps in my circulation. I can’t stop the bleed – vampires wait to be fed. They present lies in exchange for life.
I have nothing summery to wear or nothing that would be deemed summer-ish!
So, I found an old pair of shorts and an even older vest top. I changed into this ensemble after my shower and strolled around my home, feeling like a super-star!
No, it’s true, I have no bra on.
It’s too hot!
Who wants to wrap their breasts into a bra, a burgundy bra, a burgundy lace bra? ‘Not I’ said Unique.
Said me. Said I.
Picture this:
I’m sprawled out on my Livingroom rug, windows wide open and enjoying a mild cool breeze flowing down and over my body. I remained on my back for a moment and this moment was like 45 minutes long.
My breasts are free and breathing deeply. What? You never knew that breasts could breathe? Haha, I’m referencing my deep inhales and exhales.
I’m speaking about airflow.
Laying here I’m undisturbed, my phone is on flight mode and at the bottom of a bedroom drawer. You know, the drawer filled with panties I only wear when menstruating. Yeah, I don’t mind telling you about it – all my panties are clean and hold the sweet aroma of cherry blossom.
After 45 minutes I get up and head into the kitchen. Grab a bottle of water, open it and add a few drops of lemon juice. I take a deep gulp and feel renewed.
My home is hot, but not all rooms the coolest is the bathroom. But what writer do you know spends the day in their bathroom, writing? But it’s so cool, so I sat in there for 8 minutes at a time.
It would never be considered as strange, as no one need know – until you.
Right now, I’m writing about my day and about the heat that rose through my heart into my veins and through to my keyboard. I’m not the best writer in the world, my mistakes in writing are glaringly obvious – I’m not hiding from you. I’m proud of who I am and how my life is evolving!
My creative nature contains no restrictions. Sometimes I write from my heart, other times I write from my mind, today I write from my body – I write from my breasts.
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