You never know what people are going through behind the scenes.
Sometimes your thoughts take you down blind roads. You feel warm but you’re scared.
You try reaching out to people you once deemed as trustworthy but they’re focused on their lives – you no longer meet their requirements.
Confidence is broken.
They’ve moved on.
You’re abandoned, you feel your heart beating and you want it to stop!
You want to lay there in bed and understand what you did wrong?
You feel alone.
Your fragile heart is broken and your mind full.
Ignored because you’re faulty.
Like drugs, you consume more and fuck up your perspective.
You make comparisons and you conduct a study.
You don’t comprehend the results, because everything points toward your favour.
Only you see red.
You imagine your absence to be peaceful.